today was a
super rainy rainy day.
weather was super cold too.
thankfully, i brought my cardigan ;D
on the way to school,
some fucking taxi knocked the car's bumper.
license plate :
SHB4361B - blue comfort taxihe should thank god it was raining like hell,
otherwise i would have confronted him.
English EOY today, i hope i didn't screw up.
steal my soul; 1:39 PM
when both of you act the way you did today,its me who truly feel the pain.------------------------------------------------baby, its crazy i think i still do.but now, its all too late.Rock-a-
BYE BABY, in the tree top
When the wind blows, the cradle will rock.
When the bough breaks, the cradle will fall.
And
down will come BABY, cradle and all
steal my soul; 11:00 PM
today's
burning hot.
during chemistry lesson, i got burnt
twice.
first time because i carelessly held the burning hot test tube in my palm. didn't expect it to be hot since it was only above the flame for just a mere few seconds.
and the second time was an accident. and now i have some ugly mark that looks like a birth mark ):
the heat was killing me.
steal my soul; 9:12 PM
the EOYs are coming soon.
my mind is screwed up.
no, actually, i'm screwed up.
it changes, changes because
they're the ones who never get tired,
they're the ones who always seem happy.
they're the ones who don't expect anything in return. and because of all that,
i love them.
steal my soul; 8:42 PM
its comforting to know that someone feels the same way about life like i do.
steal my soul; 12:11 AM
sweetheart, how would i know its safe
to
entrust you with my life, and expect
you to protect it like it was yours?
especially when what i really want is
for us to leave
this behind, together.
steal my soul; 3:45 PM
PESTA SUKAN:
match with
serangoon garden sec,
and we lost 3-0 ):
they weren't playing very well,
just that
we sucked today.
today was a
bad day on its own.
stomach felt weird, shoes gave me problems
again, and my eyes were
super swollen.
but
it got better after lunch.
enjoyed watching the semis, and teasing
SYAZA about
JIN QUAN. played
big fish, and small fish. in the end, syaza and i were the victims
again. though the forfeits were someone else's, we were the ones who suffered.
AW MAN ): all of us left D' Marquee only after the girls' finals. with BUKIT MERAH SEC as CHAMPIONS ;D
friendly at Tampines ITE from 5-7+.
got trashed, and not surprised or upset.
with people like jill, sonia and pris in the other team, we knew from the beginning we were going to lose. so the final score is probably like
45163446- 2 [ scored by Stella! YAY! ]
i'm so tired, i just feel like dying.
steal my soul; 11:45 PM
this
awfully loud ringing in my head.
and suddenly, my dream is made clear to me.
you were doing it in my dream,
and now, i finds out
you do it even in real life.
i remembered walking away from the offer.
and maybe its exactly like what it is now.
steal my soul; 1:30 AM
downtown eastmany
meaningful things happened here,
and honestly, i fail to forget them.
Almost everyday, i'm reminded of
you-
steal my soul; 4:14 PM
PESTA SUKAN:
first match sucked. everything was crap.
my hair, my feet and even my shoes gave me problems!! eventually lost to pasir ris 6-2
2nd match wasn't that bad.
won meridian jc 7-1
and i hate the floors. they're too smooth, too slippery. and playing in an air conditioned enclosed area made breathing difficult.
steal my soul; 3:52 PM
went to
vivo city with
kim today.
funny thing is, i didn't feel like shopping.
but i bought a wallet ;D
and my brother gladly paid for it.
watched
hairspray! and i thought it was rather meaningful. brought me back to: To Kill A MockingBird in literature lessons.
oh and i've learnt to have fun,
the fun way.
sure, people can look at me like i'm crazy.
but as long as i do something thats safe enough, all they can do is stare.
i totally enjoyed
trudging through the water.
but sadly, we didn't get to play at the playground.
steal my soul; 1:18 AM
when i'm awake, i keep myself occupied so that i won't be able to think of certain things.
but these things still
haunt me when i'm asleep.
those dreams:
you were doing something i
forbade, just that now, there's no one to stop you because i left.
you've become someone
unfamiliar.
and surely, we belong in two
different worlds.
we no longer speak the same language.
and my cry for help is
deafened by the
humour of my mistake.
steal my soul; 9:37 PM